SORRY!!!

I got five regents exams to take.i spent the  weekend out with my kids at my best friend(Lucky's house).We spent the time talking about when i didn't have kids,the things we would do together.i took the time to studied for my regents.on a normal condition i won't care but i have taken the u.s history two times and didn't pass it so this time it's a do or done.Every time i wanted to studied my kids  will start to play mammy's boy.I mean i love my kids but when i really need the time alone it's when they wanna be around me even more.I wish my friends that are wanting to have a baby could see that it's not necessary to have a babies in their teen.You worry about more  things when you're still young then you do when you're older.You have to worry about rather or not the baby father would be with you for a long time,who to turn to when their no families standing by you,when to save up to buy diaper,make time to take them to the park,making sure they're are save even if that mean keeping them from being around your own families.Don't get me wrong,a families is always a blood but sometimes being around your own blood is not good for you.Sometimes i feel sorry that even thought i do whatever possible for my kids i feel like its not enough for them.I sometime think what if i would had wait a little longer.For some of yours that think if you have a baby by a guy that mean he will be with you forever that wrong.I got two kids and i chose to leave me kids father.i couldn't take all the lies and cheating and beating on me and i think the reason why i stay that long was because i didn't want my son to be without a father but now i know i can be the mother and father,i don't need to have a penis to be call a ''DAD.''Whatever you do make sure you're doing for you and not nobody else cause believe me everything happen for reason.If you're a single teen mother out there just know that you are not alone,take care of your baby,that baby will take care of you one day,stop worry about boys all they want is one thing and once they get it they'll change.REMEMBER you would wanna look back one day and say i did it!

OUT OF MY HOUSE THIS WEEKEND!!

MY SISTER BIRTHDAY IS TODAY AND SHE HAVING A PARTY IN THE HOUSE SO ME AND MY BABIES NOT GOING TO BE THERE.I'M GOING TO BE AT MY AUNT APARTMENT IN PARKHILL.I DON'T LIKE GOING OUT THERE BECAUSE ALL PEOPLE DOES IS PUT ME DOWN,THEY DON'T KNOW HOW TO KEEP THEIR MOUTH SHUT.I LIVED OUT THERE FOR 8 YEARS AND CHOOSE TO MOVE LIKE 8 MONTHS AWAY,PLUS MY KIDS FATHER KEPT  BEATING ON ME FOR EVERYTHING AND TELLING ME WHAT TO DO.I CAN'T SAY MY LIFE IS BETTER NOW BUT IT'S A START OFF

All white party!!!!

 

My kids grandma is having her 60 year old birthday party.It's an ALL white event.I don't know how much its going to cost me but i know it is going to be a lots because even me have to wear white too.I'm rally not to happy to be there with them,let just say I'm not the girl they wanted their little brother to have babies by.

LOVE COMES IN ANY LOOK OR SIZE

The baby girl was born in the rural Nagar district of Uttar Pradesh, 50km north east of New Delhi.
Her parents, Vinod and Susham Singh from a village called Saini, said their little girl was "a gift from God".
Excited villagers claim she is the reincarnation of the Indian God Ganesha and celebrated her arrival with clapping, cheering and offerings of gifts and money.
Doctors who delivered the baby said she appeared to be in good health, and is leading a normal life with no breathing difficulties.
They were initially uncertain whether the baby would have normal functions but say so far she is "doing well" and eating from both of her two mouths.
She also opens and shuts all four eyes at the same time.

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-534929/Indian-baby-born-faces-doing-month-birth.html#ixzz1OtCVX0VT

hot!!!!!

Its like 92 degree right now and Zachary really not trying to go to sleep.All he wanna do is be under me alday.that suppose to be Jeremiah job not him.like right now.Jeremiah sleeping and im trynna do my essay and he's here opening and closing the refrigerator.It's hard watching and paying attention to both of them at the same time so I really be happy sometime when both or one of them fall to sleep/watching tv.

Prices of living with a baby

I just came from the store and spent more then i would on clothes on my baby. I just bought pampers that cost 45 dollars and 20 dollars on wipes.

Zachary geting sick

Woke up like around 4:45 this morning to zachary crying.when I felt this skin is was mighty high.I took
his temperature and it was 100.2.i give him medical and give him juice and hold onto him till he slept back to sleep.i stay up a little,praying my baby be okay by daylight.I always worry when my kids get sick.i was never that type to get sick so it scared me when they get sick.i feel helpless when i watch the babies that love to run around and play just laying on the bed doing nothing.