SORRY!!!

I got five regents exams to take.i spent the  weekend out with my kids at my best friend(Lucky's house).We spent the time talking about when i didn't have kids,the things we would do together.i took the time to studied for my regents.on a normal condition i won't care but i have taken the u.s history two times and didn't pass it so this time it's a do or done.Every time i wanted to studied my kids  will start to play mammy's boy.I mean i love my kids but when i really need the time alone it's when they wanna be around me even more.I wish my friends that are wanting to have a baby could see that it's not necessary to have a babies in their teen.You worry about more  things when you're still young then you do when you're older.You have to worry about rather or not the baby father would be with you for a long time,who to turn to when their no families standing by you,when to save up to buy diaper,make time to take them to the park,making sure they're are save even if that mean keeping them from being around your own families.Don't get me wrong,a families is always a blood but sometimes being around your own blood is not good for you.Sometimes i feel sorry that even thought i do whatever possible for my kids i feel like its not enough for them.I sometime think what if i would had wait a little longer.For some of yours that think if you have a baby by a guy that mean he will be with you forever that wrong.I got two kids and i chose to leave me kids father.i couldn't take all the lies and cheating and beating on me and i think the reason why i stay that long was because i didn't want my son to be without a father but now i know i can be the mother and father,i don't need to have a penis to be call a ''DAD.''Whatever you do make sure you're doing for you and not nobody else cause believe me everything happen for reason.If you're a single teen mother out there just know that you are not alone,take care of your baby,that baby will take care of you one day,stop worry about boys all they want is one thing and once they get it they'll change.REMEMBER you would wanna look back one day and say i did it!